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Hee. TV rambling is what I do best. But randomly, I am utterly in love with the new Maroon 5 single. I cannot wait for this album. Woo!

But little rambles. The CSI: Miami love continues. As does my crush on David Caruso. The interview in TV Guide last week absolutely made me grin. He's so adorable. And I love his sense of humor about being made fun of. The Jim Carrey impersonation of Horatio made me laugh until I had tears. It was great. And DC knows it's all in good fun. It's fantastic. Something David said in the interview about Horatio also made me cry, and I am so going to use it in my Horatio/Marisol series. I swear the man lives in my brain. I love it. And I love him to pieces. But the spoilers I've been seeing for upcoming episodes has me a bit worried as to the direction they're going to take my second favorite Miami character. It's vexing me a bit. We shall see. However, last Monday's ep, Bloodlines, was great. I loved seeing Roark Critchlow as Doug Lansing, even if he was dead. He's still Dr. Mike Horton from Days of Our Lives. Sigh. I loved him.

( more tv rambling... )

Work is work. I need to make a locked post about stuff somewhere along the line. September is a go, and I have to have a staff in like, three months. Meep.

Family is good. Mom's been dealing with a bad root canal job, and Dad's been busy this week, so I haven't seen them a whole lot. We went to lunch at the World Sports Cafe today and then went shopping, so that was nice. I was at Barnes and Noble for an hour this morning buying books. Got another writing book and a couple of fluffy ones to read.

Was digging through a box the other night and found a story I had started writing in 2000. I think I might try to do something with it and try to make it into a novel. It needs some major revamping and character development, but I'd like to think that somewhere, I can make this work.

Split shift tomorrow, and I have Monday off. Am thinking about going to the scrapbook store to play around, but we'll see. I may end up putting the iPod on and doing some serious writing. I badly neglected the pdficchallenge prompts. I feel bad. Will be better about doing those. ;) I also need to work on my grief fic, because it's eating at my brain as well.

Am off to be productive. Or play on MySpace--either way. Hee.

Good night.

Hee. TV rambling is what I do best. But randomly, I am utterly in love with the new Maroon 5 single. I cannot wait for this album. Woo!

But little rambles. The CSI: Miami love continues. As does my crush on David Caruso. The interview in TV Guide last week absolutely made me grin. He's so adorable. And I love his sense of humor about being made fun of. The Jim Carrey impersonation of Horatio made me laugh until I had tears. It was great. And DC knows it's all in good fun. It's fantastic. Something David said in the interview about Horatio also made me cry, and I am so going to use it in my Horatio/Marisol series. I swear the man lives in my brain. I love it. And I love him to pieces. But the spoilers I've been seeing for upcoming episodes has me a bit worried as to the direction they're going to take my second favorite Miami character. It's vexing me a bit. We shall see. However, last Monday's ep, Bloodlines, was great. I loved seeing Roark Critchlow as Doug Lansing, even if he was dead. He's still Dr. Mike Horton from Days of Our Lives. Sigh. I loved him.

( more tv rambling... )

Work is work. I need to make a locked post about stuff somewhere along the line. September is a go, and I have to have a staff in like, three months. Meep.

Family is good. Mom's been dealing with a bad root canal job, and Dad's been busy this week, so I haven't seen them a whole lot. We went to lunch at the World Sports Cafe today and then went shopping, so that was nice. I was at Barnes and Noble for an hour this morning buying books. Got another writing book and a couple of fluffy ones to read.

Was digging through a box the other night and found a story I had started writing in 2000. I think I might try to do something with it and try to make it into a novel. It needs some major revamping and character development, but I'd like to think that somewhere, I can make this work.

Split shift tomorrow, and I have Monday off. Am thinking about going to the scrapbook store to play around, but we'll see. I may end up putting the iPod on and doing some serious writing. I badly neglected the pdficchallenge prompts. I feel bad. Will be better about doing those. ;) I also need to work on my grief fic, because it's eating at my brain as well.

Am off to be productive. Or play on MySpace--either way. Hee.

Good night.

First off, thank you all so very much for the kind words on Sunday. I appreciate every word. Thank you for the love and the kindness. It meant so much to me. Thank you very, very much. I'm still dealing with the whole thing, but each day gets a little easier. *hugs you all*

And now, Grey's Anatomy totally owns my soul. I may have yelled "seriously!?" a billion times tonight. GAH! I would squeal like crazy, but I am dead from shock and love. LOVE, I say. But...( spoiler here...eeee! )

Supernatural also killed me with the funny. They brought the funny tonight. I watched inbetween commercials with GA, and I snickered. A lot. They need to repeat that one like, now. Want to see it all the way through!

However, it also gave me Dean/Abby plot bunnies. Eeeeevil show.

Store visit happened today. It went well. I get my store in September, my promotion happens in June. Yay. Locked post on that soon.

Bed now. Where I can contemplate evil, evil TV shows that make me all "..." at the end.

My alma mater and its freakin' basketball team are so on my crap list tonight. I was flipping channels at around 8:45 to find Supernatural on and I figured they were showing a repeat before the new ep at 9, so I keep watching and I realize that I've never seen this particular ep. I then realize that what is going on on the screen is exactly what the spoilers referred to for tonight's NEW episode.

Yep. They aired Supernatural's latest ep at 8 pm here instead of 9 pm. So not cool. I watched maybe the last 15 minutes and have NO clue what happened at the beginning. Fresno State is not on my happy list right now. Bastards.

So I watched Grey's Anatomy fully tonight instead of frantically flipping between channels. Argh. Great ep, though! I love this show.

On the up side, my day off was spent with my mom and my dogs, and watching NCIS and CSI on their plasma TV. Michael Weatherly on a big screen=happy, happy!me. Today was nice and quiet, and in my parents' warm house. Heh.

Work tomorrow, and then I have the weekend off... (woohoo!) Am hoping to catch up with brightillusions and hopefully meet up with wiccagirl24 for the first time! Yayness!

Off to bed now. Good night.

Good. Lord. If I could have cried anymore tonight, I don't know how. Bawled my way through CSI, and threough Grey's Anatomy. The end of Grey's especially killed me, hearing Denny's voicemail message about Izzie and her having George by her side. So yeah, bawled, clutching my red heart shaped pillow. Damn you, Jeffery Dean Morgan! Sob. That voice just kills me. Kills me dead, I say!

CSI also made me cry, and I won't spoil it for those who haven't seen it, but dude, Eric Szmanda? Rocked my world. Fabulous performance by him. And Jorja rocked socks for me tonight too, and Sara is so not high on my list. But now? Yeah, she's ranked high. Sara going to Greg just made me weep, man.

Really wanted to watch more of Supernatural tonight, but really only saw bits and pieces. But people, always put Jensen Ackles in red. Because guh.

Speaking of Jensen, I totally hate bookofdays for getting me to buy Dark Angel on DVD today. S1 AND 2. Granted, I'm just totally thrilled to have Michael Weatherly (shut UP, brightillusions) AND Jensen Ackles on one screen. Because yeah, my heart goes kablooey with that. But yeah, another excellent show.

And on my last fangirl-y moment, that new VW commercial with my beloved John Mayer?! Freakin' hot. Good lord. I love the white guitar.

I need to go to bed. Emotional overload. But dang if GA did not fuel my Izzie/Denny claim for fic_variations. Woohooo!

Bed now. One more day at work before vacation! Wheeeeeeeeee!

Giddy. Must sleep. And this is a Denny Duquette GIP. I heart him!

Hey theotherej, you're a star! ;) Heh. I am fairly sure I spotted you and your huge balloon prop on Supernatural tonight. I may have squealed aloud to myself when I saw the prop. Plus, I know what you look like, so--heh. It was awesome.

Actually, the whole episode was awesome, and who me, get weepy at least twice? Nah, not me. Good lord. I so love me some angsty brothers, though. Excellent job on this episode, and who just could not fall for Jensen and Jared? Sheesh. I can't really decide if I am a Sam girl or a Dean girl. I like them both. And guh with the pretty.

And Grey's tonight was dynamite too. Meep. I freakin' love Eric Dane as Mark Sloan, and I love his character. I thought tonight's episode was really fantastic. But I miss Denny Duquette, damn it! Sob. Next week is going to make me cry, I know it for sure.

I've already written 498 words of my first Izzie/Denny fic for fic_variations, and I am already in love with writing the pairing. I went though my S2 DVDs today and watched scenes from several of the eps JDM was in as Denny, listening to all of the dialogue. It triggered some weepy stuff, man. Sheesh. I reaffirm that I am, in fact, the biggest sap on the planet.

On other TV randomness, I was watching a brief minute of The Office tonight, and may have almost spit my water out when Dwight muttered something to another character about a new Ann Taylor Factory Store opening up and how he knew she loved their earrings. Bwahahaha. Shout out to the company! I was dying of laughter at that. Am a nerd too, apparently.

Work tomorrow until 1 pm, and the mom and I are headed to the fair at about 4:30-5 pm to browse around (as I have a thing for the Photography and Gems and Minerals exhibits), and then settle in for Train at about 7. Eeee! Pat, JImmy, Scott, and the boys are gonna be here tomorrow! So stinkin' excited.

Bed now. Good night!

(and yes, a GIP. I couldn't resist them. Pretty demon chasing boys. hmph.)

Good lord, I don't think I can handle TV anymore. I am just--so broken right now. My heart is shattered. CSI: Miami just completely broke my heart into tiny little pieces. And I so want to go grab my beloved red-haired boyfriend and hug him. Even though I so knew it would happen in this episode, I still couldn't help but bawl. And I mean I bawled like a friggin' baby. FOUR TIMES!! My three Kleenexes are soaked, let me tell you.

Watched the first hour of Grey's Anatomy and cried then too. I then proceeded to get updates from Trista, who would call me on commercial breaks and we'd cry together. She taped GA for me, and I taped Miami for her. We're exchanging tapes on Wednesday.

Ann Donahue, I hate you so much right now. Seriously, dude. Not pleased with you. I know you let him tell her he loved her, but good lord, woman. Make the pain stop, please.

Trista and I both said we were emotionally spent after tonight. I can't handle this! Eep. And NY on Wednesday will hurt me more. Why was I not warned about seeing a certain someone in the promo being all bloody and cradled by Mac? Whoever didn't warn me is so fired, because I saw the cap on CSIFiles today and cried.

I don't know if I can handle next Monday either. Not after what happened tonight. Bastards.

I'm going to go cry some more now. I do, however, have more fodder to use to plan and plot my Horatio/Marisol fic series. Sheesh. It's SO going AU now, that is all I have to say.

All I have to say right now is: Oh. My. God. Holy. Crap.

I am so incoherent. And unfortunately, I'll only get to see the first hour of the second half of the finale tomorrow night, because at 10? My red-haired boyfriend takes precedence.

Dear lord. I need to take up stock in Kleenex.

And in other news? Working retail on Mother's Day blows. Sheer hell. I feel like I got hit by a semi. Seriously.