ashjds. so broken.
May. 15th, 2006 11:09 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
almosthonestGood lord, I don't think I can handle TV anymore. I am just--so broken right now. My heart is shattered. CSI: Miami just completely broke my heart into tiny little pieces. And I so want to go grab my beloved red-haired boyfriend and hug him. Even though I so knew it would happen in this episode, I still couldn't help but bawl. And I mean I bawled like a friggin' baby. FOUR TIMES!! My three Kleenexes are soaked, let me tell you.
Watched the first hour of Grey's Anatomy and cried then too. I then proceeded to get updates from Trista, who would call me on commercial breaks and we'd cry together. She taped GA for me, and I taped Miami for her. We're exchanging tapes on Wednesday.
Ann Donahue, I hate you so much right now. Seriously, dude. Not pleased with you. I know you let him tell her he loved her, but good lord, woman. Make the pain stop, please.
Trista and I both said we were emotionally spent after tonight. I can't handle this! Eep. And NY on Wednesday will hurt me more. Why was I not warned about seeing a certain someone in the promo being all bloody and cradled by Mac? Whoever didn't warn me is so fired, because I saw the cap on CSIFiles today and cried.
I don't know if I can handle next Monday either. Not after what happened tonight. Bastards.
I'm going to go cry some more now. I do, however, have more fodder to use to plan and plot my Horatio/Marisol fic series. Sheesh. It's SO going AU now, that is all I have to say.
Watched the first hour of Grey's Anatomy and cried then too. I then proceeded to get updates from Trista, who would call me on commercial breaks and we'd cry together. She taped GA for me, and I taped Miami for her. We're exchanging tapes on Wednesday.
Ann Donahue, I hate you so much right now. Seriously, dude. Not pleased with you. I know you let him tell her he loved her, but good lord, woman. Make the pain stop, please.
Trista and I both said we were emotionally spent after tonight. I can't handle this! Eep. And NY on Wednesday will hurt me more. Why was I not warned about seeing a certain someone in the promo being all bloody and cradled by Mac? Whoever didn't warn me is so fired, because I saw the cap on CSIFiles today and cried.
I don't know if I can handle next Monday either. Not after what happened tonight. Bastards.
I'm going to go cry some more now. I do, however, have more fodder to use to plan and plot my Horatio/Marisol fic series. Sheesh. It's SO going AU now, that is all I have to say.
