Random squeeing!

I so want to know why I didn't know that my ever beloved Brinson Strickland had his own freakin' company! Certain people are supposed to keep me INFORMED! Sob! I bought Brad Paisley's "Mud On The Tires" cd today and saw the name Brinson on the thank yous. I think I almost choked to death right at that moment. Meep. There is only one person that I know named that, and sure enough, it's my Brin! Oh, I miss that man so freakin' much. Granted, I miss Bryan too, but that kind of goes without saying. Sigh. Miss them and the rest of the guys. *coughtombentleycough* Shut up, everyone who knows what that refers to. I'm eyeing YOU, dreaminghawk and brightillusions. Haha.

Yeah, so work has been a struggle the past few days. I feel like I am not up to par, and I fee--funny, really. Like I'm not doing well enough. I get frustrated and stressed over it and then I end up in tears at my place wondering what to do different and how I could be better. And then yesterday, I get told by Rachael that Michele (our DM) says that I am doing great. Which yeah, gives me a boost of confidence, but still. I feel weird. Our associates (well, only a couple of them) are backstabbing liars, but hey, I digress, you know?

The apartment is good. I'm comfortable there now. I bought myself Ocean's 11 and the Blue Collar Comedy Tour on DVD last week, and then Troy today. I need my Bean fix, dang it. ;)

Anyway. I'm good, and apparently I missed LJ going down again? Psh. I miss all the good stuff.

Woo. AI 4 starts tonight. It better not suck this season like it did last season. Ryan is always terrific, but the rest? Not so happy. lol.

Love you all! I miss you all terribly!

Random squeeing!

I so want to know why I didn't know that my ever beloved Brinson Strickland had his own freakin' company! Certain people are supposed to keep me INFORMED! Sob! I bought Brad Paisley's "Mud On The Tires" cd today and saw the name Brinson on the thank yous. I think I almost choked to death right at that moment. Meep. There is only one person that I know named that, and sure enough, it's my Brin! Oh, I miss that man so freakin' much. Granted, I miss Bryan too, but that kind of goes without saying. Sigh. Miss them and the rest of the guys. *coughtombentleycough* Shut up, everyone who knows what that refers to. I'm eyeing YOU, dreaminghawk and brightillusions. Haha.

Yeah, so work has been a struggle the past few days. I feel like I am not up to par, and I fee--funny, really. Like I'm not doing well enough. I get frustrated and stressed over it and then I end up in tears at my place wondering what to do different and how I could be better. And then yesterday, I get told by Rachael that Michele (our DM) says that I am doing great. Which yeah, gives me a boost of confidence, but still. I feel weird. Our associates (well, only a couple of them) are backstabbing liars, but hey, I digress, you know?

The apartment is good. I'm comfortable there now. I bought myself Ocean's 11 and the Blue Collar Comedy Tour on DVD last week, and then Troy today. I need my Bean fix, dang it. ;)

Anyway. I'm good, and apparently I missed LJ going down again? Psh. I miss all the good stuff.

Woo. AI 4 starts tonight. It better not suck this season like it did last season. Ryan is always terrific, but the rest? Not so happy. lol.

Love you all! I miss you all terribly!