"damn it! where are the bodies?"

Hee. That quote still kills me. I love the Paisley/Mayer "Crossroads" ep. Sigh.

Let's see. I've been doing a lot of crying the past couple of days. Some good, some bad. I've overthinking things right now, and it sucks because I feel very alone at this point. My parents are out of town until tomorrow night, and...yeah.

I really need to stop thinking about all the stuff that is in my brain right now. Way too much. Yeesh.

Worked yesterday. All went well, and I learned more about job stuff coming up. It looks like I will be leaving BBW for sure within the next month or so. Probably by my birthday, I'll be at the new company.

Had the day off today. Went to Target, got some more makeup (I am addicted to makeup now), and found a DVD copy of Little Women for 9 bucks. Came home, watched the movie and started cleaning my room. Sobbed through the whole dang film as always. Of course, I'm a bit emotional right now as it is. Oh, who am I kidding? I cry at everything. But after the movie, I gave our dog Holly a bath and then kicked back to watch some football. The 'Dogs kicked Washington butt today. Bwah. Go Dogs! My alma mater, man.

Randomly, 16 days until "Be Here" is released! I am beyond excited.

My day yesterday ended on a really good note, when I checked my cell after work and found a message there from my sis Denise. I got to hear my absolute favorite Mark Wills song live. Heh. Well, on my voicemail, anyway. But eee! Mark! And "Places I've Never Been"! I love that song. Thanks, sis. ;)

My Giants also won today. Woohoo. Diamondback Sweep, yo. Heee!

Yeah, so I'm kind of out of it. I feel a bit indifferent right now. I want to talk and babble and get all my thoughts out, but there's really no point. I'm so confused and worried, and apprehensive. Gah. I hate this. I've made my decision, and I don't regret it, I just fear it.

Off to put my clean sheets on my bed and get more laundry in the dryer.

Good night.

[ETA: Hey Canadians? Or anyone, really. The first person who knows where I can find a cap or photo of Ben Mulroney in his outfit (that Vero was mean enough to describe and nearly kill me) from Big Band night on CI, I will bow down and worship. Seriously. Please? Heh.]

"damn it! where are the bodies?"

Hee. That quote still kills me. I love the Paisley/Mayer "Crossroads" ep. Sigh.

Let's see. I've been doing a lot of crying the past couple of days. Some good, some bad. I've overthinking things right now, and it sucks because I feel very alone at this point. My parents are out of town until tomorrow night, and...yeah.

I really need to stop thinking about all the stuff that is in my brain right now. Way too much. Yeesh.

Worked yesterday. All went well, and I learned more about job stuff coming up. It looks like I will be leaving BBW for sure within the next month or so. Probably by my birthday, I'll be at the new company.

Had the day off today. Went to Target, got some more makeup (I am addicted to makeup now), and found a DVD copy of Little Women for 9 bucks. Came home, watched the movie and started cleaning my room. Sobbed through the whole dang film as always. Of course, I'm a bit emotional right now as it is. Oh, who am I kidding? I cry at everything. But after the movie, I gave our dog Holly a bath and then kicked back to watch some football. The 'Dogs kicked Washington butt today. Bwah. Go Dogs! My alma mater, man.

Randomly, 16 days until "Be Here" is released! I am beyond excited.

My day yesterday ended on a really good note, when I checked my cell after work and found a message there from my sis Denise. I got to hear my absolute favorite Mark Wills song live. Heh. Well, on my voicemail, anyway. But eee! Mark! And "Places I've Never Been"! I love that song. Thanks, sis. ;)

My Giants also won today. Woohoo. Diamondback Sweep, yo. Heee!

Yeah, so I'm kind of out of it. I feel a bit indifferent right now. I want to talk and babble and get all my thoughts out, but there's really no point. I'm so confused and worried, and apprehensive. Gah. I hate this. I've made my decision, and I don't regret it, I just fear it.

Off to put my clean sheets on my bed and get more laundry in the dryer.

Good night.

[ETA: Hey Canadians? Or anyone, really. The first person who knows where I can find a cap or photo of Ben Mulroney in his outfit (that Vero was mean enough to describe and nearly kill me) from Big Band night on CI, I will bow down and worship. Seriously. Please? Heh.]