Wow. Entry #500. Never thought it would get this far! lol. I feel like I should get all deep or something. So here goes:
In one year, so many things have happened. New friends were made, old friends were lost. Some friendships grew stronger, some got weaker.
Life has changed. I found changes happening to me, I found myself more willing to try something new after life changed.
I started digging deeper within myself and seeing that things NEEDED to change.I got my tattoo because it is a symbol to me of hope and new things and exeriences to come. Something as if to say that it is okay to think about yourself once in awhile. Yet it is okay to think about your friends often, the ones who truly care and try to understand you regardless.
I've learned that sometimes you have to lose things in order to gain others. I've leaned to embrace a few new things and people.
I'm learnING to accept my writing and work with it to make it what I want. I've learned to try new things and to embrace new pairings. (it IS all about the Basez and WaJu, baby!) I've leanred that plotting is hard and that new ideas are fun.
I've learned that things (and people, especially former friends) can let me down, and I won't allow it anymore.
Heh--I've learned that my Justin love overfloweth and he and Wade aresoinlove! rotfl. I've learned that I love my friends (on and offline) and family even more than before. I've learned that jerks suck too.
I've learned that CA is not where I want to be, and that I have to start making decisions about my future and what I want to do soon. Ive also learned that finding a job is hard. Oy! lol.
I've also learned how special you all are. Especially certain ones who know who they are. *hugs*
Thank you all for embracing me around here. You're all fantastic and I really adore all of you. Thank you for all you do! And thanks for sharing your lives with me...I enjoy all of your journals.
*hugs everyone* Love to all!
Love,
Sara =*)
In one year, so many things have happened. New friends were made, old friends were lost. Some friendships grew stronger, some got weaker.
Life has changed. I found changes happening to me, I found myself more willing to try something new after life changed.
I started digging deeper within myself and seeing that things NEEDED to change.I got my tattoo because it is a symbol to me of hope and new things and exeriences to come. Something as if to say that it is okay to think about yourself once in awhile. Yet it is okay to think about your friends often, the ones who truly care and try to understand you regardless.
I've learned that sometimes you have to lose things in order to gain others. I've leaned to embrace a few new things and people.
I'm learnING to accept my writing and work with it to make it what I want. I've learned to try new things and to embrace new pairings. (it IS all about the Basez and WaJu, baby!) I've leanred that plotting is hard and that new ideas are fun.
I've learned that things (and people, especially former friends) can let me down, and I won't allow it anymore.
Heh--I've learned that my Justin love overfloweth and he and Wade aresoinlove! rotfl. I've learned that I love my friends (on and offline) and family even more than before. I've learned that jerks suck too.
I've learned that CA is not where I want to be, and that I have to start making decisions about my future and what I want to do soon. Ive also learned that finding a job is hard. Oy! lol.
I've also learned how special you all are. Especially certain ones who know who they are. *hugs*
Thank you all for embracing me around here. You're all fantastic and I really adore all of you. Thank you for all you do! And thanks for sharing your lives with me...I enjoy all of your journals.
*hugs everyone* Love to all!
Love,
Sara =*)