ashjds. so broken.

[almosthonest]

Good lord, I don't think I can handle TV anymore. I am just--so broken right now. My heart is shattered. CSI: Miami just completely broke my heart into tiny little pieces. And I so want to go grab my beloved red-haired boyfriend and hug him. Even though I so knew it would happen in this episode, I still couldn't help but bawl. And I mean I bawled like a friggin' baby. FOUR TIMES!! My three Kleenexes are soaked, let me tell you.

Watched the first hour of Grey's Anatomy and cried then too. I then proceeded to get updates from Trista, who would call me on commercial breaks and we'd cry together. She taped GA for me, and I taped Miami for her. We're exchanging tapes on Wednesday.

Ann Donahue, I hate you so much right now. Seriously, dude. Not pleased with you. I know you let him tell her he loved her, but good lord, woman. Make the pain stop, please.

Trista and I both said we were emotionally spent after tonight. I can't handle this! Eep. And NY on Wednesday will hurt me more. Why was I not warned about seeing a certain someone in the promo being all bloody and cradled by Mac? Whoever didn't warn me is so fired, because I saw the cap on CSIFiles today and cried.

I don't know if I can handle next Monday either. Not after what happened tonight. Bastards.

I'm going to go cry some more now. I do, however, have more fodder to use to plan and plot my Horatio/Marisol fic series. Sheesh. It's SO going AU now, that is all I have to say.

Comments

[afteriwake.livejournal.com]

Please make it an AU where nothing catastrophicly bad happens. Because I seriously don't think I could take it, and I really do want to read it.

[fairyqueen5984.livejournal.com]

I know you don't know me, and I know this is totally random, but I'm like, searching everyone trying to find someone who can tell me how the last 20 minutes of CSI: Miami went! Because of the presidents address, my taping didn't catch the last 20 minutes, and I'm totally upset about it!

Do you mind letting me know what happened? It would be totally awesome! Thanks, and sorry for just randomly commenting on your journal!